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i know what i want in life...

but i don't know what i want in my other life in the land of vivid colors and rubber shoes..

lately i just can't figure out what mood i'm into


sometimes i feel so solid and mechanical, but then lightning will strike me dead and will catch me off guard. it makes me feel so empty, i want something to fill my empty vial, or is it someone,,,


i dunno, i feel im such a goner, i can't have what i want, although i do have wath i want, but not that thing that i really want...

i hate this battle where in i know i can't win...

i know i can win, but this bullshit just makes me feel i can't win.. ever...

"fuck, don't cry nga eh" -ramon to girlie


i'm happy in my life, just don't let that stupid bolt hit me...

coz it really makes me so crazy....