Working My Brains Off

a moment of silence and solitude

black roses

scattered thoughts

inside and outside disturbance

catastrophic mindset

indoor dramas

undesired itchy electric currents

defying physics

eyesight fading

lime light fading

a search

for a soul

a search

for a home

worn-out

battle scars

insuficient capacity

incapable heart

undesired circumstances

water baloons and plastic cups

vivid colors

shades of green

spills of blood

a child looking for affection

an elder who runs out of affection

literal meanings

illiterate beings

undeveloped understanding

understanding one thing

understanding love

losing love

unacceptable twist of faith

unheard whispers of pain

misunderstood smiles

a wish for your sweet glimpse

unreachable stars

star gazing all night

replication of a long time favorite line

shattered dreams

to live is to cherish

to die is to appreciate

lost

over saturated melodramatic scene

blank space

blank thoughts

dripping blood

restored faith

magic mushrooms

and a single smile

makes me forget

all of these...